I wish you were here

new lj

new lj

new lj

new lj

 

ohxrobot ohxrobot ohxrobot ohxrobot ohxrobot

add me now,yeah?

TKO!

( Press hard against these rugged jeans  )

so,
i'm scared.


and i need someone to talk to badly.

da-yumn.
do i feel horrible right now.

aww high five for conor oberst<3

i bought 2 bright eyes lp and im happy.

new pants,and my tank top i jacked has disapeared like a niggie at a crime scene.

but yeah.

im gunna take yrs rosalyn.

everytime i think i found someone that i could like,

i'ts not possible at all.

man,i really suck at finding someone special<3

if i goto boarding school,heck i might turn out to be the femail version of conor.

day-umn i want marry that niggah.

i think i did something wrong.

all i can say is ugh.

i think boarding school will be fun.
i hope the girl i room with becomes my other half and my lili cuppycake.
my feet hurt and i am in pain.

day-yumn.i just wanna fuck someone up right now.

i need complete confidentiality in someone.

a person who wont get disgusting or freaked about what i do or say.

 

 

( applease you? )

i loe finding prizes in my snacks

look what i can do with alphabet cookies while listening to the blood brothers and watching t.v.

SKILLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vanessa's pretty damn awesome

and jennys gunna pierce my lip.aww yehh.

pee ess danielle is funny.

I LOVE thursdays

in my stepdads office bathrrom

same

 

( click clack clickiiety clack )

this journal is now private.

                                                                   

                                                    if i had to compare my body to anyone famous.

                                                            i would be a way shorter with a gut

                                                            and maybeh smaller boobs than paris.

                                                              i wanna get skinner and im scared.

 

  on another note.....

everyone seems 2 lyk this pic of me alot.Y is that?

                                                    

 

( this is why i just love thursdays )

 

rosalyns awesomness

fish shaped red bean cakes

asian supa marketos

 

paris hilton

 

music

and friends.

yay

yesssssss

heck yessss.

 

 

dont you l<3ve HIM and HER?

 

i got my hair done.


oh and

i'm seriously going to boarding school for the rest of my highskool yrs.
im kind excited tho cus it seems kind of fun.

my mom is totally on board with the idea and im getting a app.
im preparing when i have lyk 7 more months til i go there.harrrr

you niggers betta call me lyk every other day when im at that skoool tho.


i need a cute luggage bag.
i wanna get this rly cute one i saw misha barton ahve but its about a 1000 bucks so no.

im getting a notebook for the school and im taking my sewing machine.


uhm.yay?

so pretty much im trying to make phs work.
and i dont wanna leave.
but ppl in the school and a certain mother is making me.


im rly annoyed with stupid ppl.
im going to fuck someone up badly.


okie im taking ppl off my lj list.
i think those ppl would notice cus i dont think you lyk me anymore so this is my goodbye.

bye!<3


hello boarding school.
hello private school.


my mom took me home when we arrived at that place jerry fest is at cus she thinks im gunna be a slut or a druggie cus there was ppl smoking outside and dressed "crazy" to her.
bitch wont leave me alone.

evryone is making me sick.

gosh.
ew.
shut the fuck up!


okie well i watched ju on,Irobot,and napolean dynomite this whole weekend.
ovr and ovr again.
hahah.
i called jenny cus i got so scared!


btw,i dont read ppl's lj's anymore cus they are getting boring.
c'mon ppl.
have some spark in yer lives!

well i've accomplished somethign great.
i ate no meat this weekend.
i ate practiclly nothing!YAY!

my aunt bought me crap crap crap loads of clothes.
my mom wont me try them on rght now till we get home cus i'm at a church members house.

uhm.
i want my other half.....cus i dont have one.
argh.
everyone has a mucho bets friend and i don't.
its getting me sick.
im jealous of everyone.

i feel pahetic.
bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!

 

I LOVE YOU ROSIE<3<3<3<3!!!!!

<3

dis is for all the niggahs i love!

i did something yesterday and i got in major trouble but i dont regret it.

now im grounded 4 a very long time.
i might change schools.
i cant talk to anyone.
i cant see anyone.
i cant do anything.
i cant call anyone.
i cant go anywhere.
i have to follow my parents everywhere.
i cry soo much.
i think im gunna kill myself.
i am so depressed.
i'm in pain,pyshically and emotionally.



someone PLEASE

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
kidnap me to a happy place.

the concert was good,i made new friends.
i danced i laughed i was happy.
yesterday was the last time im gunna be happy for a very long time.










so im not gunna be able to talk or see anyone for a long time.
i love you guys.<3